Wednesday, 11 December 2013

mermaids

I've just bought a new coat! It's faux fur leopard print and it's very soft and I can hide inside it sometimes. It was £35 and I'm glad I could afford it today! I think I'm going to wear it to Placebo tomorrow with disco pants and the silvery top from Select!

The picture's aren't very good, but what do you expect from a Windows 7 webcam?

I've been playing Pokemon X a lot for the past two months, and I've finished the game already! I've caught Xerneas and Mewtwo but no shinies yet. How does a simple pleb like me catch a shiny? Wow, let me tell you. Catching Mewtwo was a real rollercoaster! I killed him on the first go but luckily I'd saved just before I went into Unknown Dungeon, so I got another go at trying to catch him. I hit him with a few dark-type moves before I finally got him down to red, and I threw 5 Ultra Balls, a Timer Ball and my last Ultra Ball at him before he finally got caught! I'm really proud of myself and my mum is proud of me too.
Also I bought Push The Sky Away by Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, which I've also listened to on Spotify so I know I like it enough to buy the full album. I just wish I had more space for albums, because there's lots of space on my phone but barely any on the old MacBook I use for iTunes! :( This makes me really sad :( I wish there wasn't the recession so we could afford things. I feel constricted all the time, oh no!

The Damned was lots of fun. I got there later than usual without trying to get to the front and left earlier in order to take it easy, and by leaving early it meant I could get my train and bus home in time without missing anything! I'd had a bad anxiety the day before and I was crying a lot. The day after The Damned my mum noticed I seemed a lot more relaxed and because of that she was glad I took it easy.
I think everything might be catching up with me soon.
God, I feel so worn and tired and restless all of the time! Too much excitement can take its toll on a tiny child. Please let me have infinity rest days where I can still get dressed up and have fun without that 'all dressed up and nowhere to go' feeling!

I'm very annoyed with cis people a lot of the time.

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